smiling hurts. But I do it anyway.
December 26th. 2011
This is my diary now. I can’t keep it in a book, it would be found. I have no privacy. I just want to be alone forever….. Well I don’t. I want to be surrounded by people who understand me. People who can make me smile. I want to know what really happiness feels like. I want to be beautiful… I suppose going on about what I want isn’t to good. But I never get to speak about myself, nothing is ever about me. I want someone to take an intrest in me..
